Post by Race on Jul 9, 2008 18:12:56 GMT -5
So lately I've been feeling really "meh" alot,and I just need to rant a little, if you don't like it,you don't like it,but it makes me feel better and that's part of what the general board is for,so here goes (NOTE: This is not directed towards anyone, I've just felt like this for a couple of weeks and need to get it off my chest.):
I do NOT know what's been up with me lately. It seems like everyone gets on my nerves and it's gotten to where I'm feeling taken advantage of by people or totally ignored, or my idea's getting the cold shoulder,it's like I'm in 8th grade again and I don't like it. I've also felt depressed lately and I dunno why either, I'm usually not like this,and well...I don't like it! I guess it's cause I've gotten older and I'd expect myself to know what I wanna do when I get out of high school, but now I'm doubting even that! And I hate that I can't make up my mind on what I want to do. I also feel extremely not ready,because my school lacks in well..everything and I feel like I didn't get to experience enough. It's like my entire's life work is going straight down the john and me with it. I'm usually a pretty laid-back person and these feelings are NOT like me and I DO NOT like them. It irritates me .i've tried everything to get rid of them even YOGA!
So yeah..I ranted, wanna gimme advice,go ahead,I'll try anything right now.
-Race
I do NOT know what's been up with me lately. It seems like everyone gets on my nerves and it's gotten to where I'm feeling taken advantage of by people or totally ignored, or my idea's getting the cold shoulder,it's like I'm in 8th grade again and I don't like it. I've also felt depressed lately and I dunno why either, I'm usually not like this,and well...I don't like it! I guess it's cause I've gotten older and I'd expect myself to know what I wanna do when I get out of high school, but now I'm doubting even that! And I hate that I can't make up my mind on what I want to do. I also feel extremely not ready,because my school lacks in well..everything and I feel like I didn't get to experience enough. It's like my entire's life work is going straight down the john and me with it. I'm usually a pretty laid-back person and these feelings are NOT like me and I DO NOT like them. It irritates me .i've tried everything to get rid of them even YOGA!
So yeah..I ranted, wanna gimme advice,go ahead,I'll try anything right now.
-Race
